I believed in you

Only once in her life, she truly believed him, he made her to believe him. She finds someone who can completely turn her world around. She used to  tell him things that she has never shared with another soul and he absorbs everything she said and actually want to hear more. She even shared hopes for the future, dreams that  never came true, many disappointments life has thrown at her. When something wonderful happens, she can’t wait to tell him about it, knowing he will  share in her excitement.

Now she  wonders, " What did I  do wrong? What didn’t I do, my heart has always true. But still I am loosing you, I feel it, I know it's true, so why do you continue to lie to me. My trust you have damaged tremendously.I turn to you.But your load is heavy.You try,  but you can't.As much as you might I try as much as I wish I possibly could ,but these tears won't stop falling and I can't see the light. I walked for days upon months,only to suddenly find myself back where I began. And I don’t know how much longer I can wake up.After, I have been through, after all I  have put up for him.






I sit here crying, wondering where the end of us began, I gave you all of me I gave you everything but you continuously treated me like I didn’t mean a thing. Every time has already gone, to let my heart explore, let the memory of you blow away like dead leaves on the floor, I realize that you don’t want me anymore, So again I am left alone, again crying, heartbroken and in pain.Thank you my friend for destroying my faith. I keep my hurt bottled up deep inside hoping one day you would come around and really see my side. I believed in you.

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