SILENT WITH ME…


I am sad and have a passion for unknown, distant places. I want to see the world. And I would love it, if I just had the chance to get away for a little while. But sadly, things aren’t that easy; desire won’t change a thing…….I have friends but I can’t seem to really connect with anyone, I’m completely alienated. It’s like there’s a glass wall and I’m on one side, whilst everyone is on the other and I can’t get through. I socialise but really I’m just going through the motions and counting down the hours to when I can finally leave. It’s like acting and it takes up so much energy and effort just to go out, that I don’t want to.
Once when I was little
I was happy and carefree
I used to run around laughing
Until it was time for tea
I used to play games
And smile all the time
I used to feel on top of theworld  ……….

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