She who apprise a anecdote

A slow flame moved heavily and fluffily she stopped sleeping, wasn't eating too much, and was starting to get a bit gloomy. Nobody noticed. Not even  herself. But, as things go, people asked if she was okay, and she lies because she's tired of people worrying for her. So now, she lays next to him, trying her best to stay awake, because her heart is weak, her soul is deep with words she can speak but, would you listen, understand or even believe her again what's on the other side of her. She's just left here now with pain and few memories, of the days that were happy within her.

For you were loved and wanted oh so much,what I would give just to have felt your touch. The darkness, there's things there she can't handle.

They're eating away at her.

Her mind, her soul, everything she is.

She's not full of happiness anymore. No more confidence, she's not outgoing anymore.

She's been consumed.

Taken in fully, it's eating away.

It's fear. She's petrified, every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week of every month of every year.

How does she stay awake, you might ask?

Crying.

Thinking of horrible things.

I mean, it's better than nightmares, right?

Better than waking up screaming?

She's also got a lot on her mind.

"All the hopes and all the dreams

and all the tears we've cried

are wrapped in love and tenderness

and safely tucked inside

All the wishes, all the plans

that never came to be

are held within a broken heart

and quiet memory

The tiny little treasures

that we can hold and touch

keep us close forever

I am just left here now with pain and few memories,

Of the days that were happy with you inside of me.

For you were loved and wanted oh so much,

What I would give just to have felt your touch.A million words would not bring you back,

I know, because I've tried,neither would a million tears,

I know, because I've cried....

My life is filled with selfishness,

My pain is all I see,

But, I need you now,

I need your love, unconditionally.

Don't stand in pious judgment

Of the bounds I must untie,

Don't tell me how to suffer

And don't tell me how to cry!

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart

and for us to be together to never be apart.

No one else in the world could even compare,

You’re perfect and so is this love we share. Accept me in my ups and downs,

I need someone to share,

Just hold my hand and let me cry,

And say, "My friend, I care."